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released August 14, 2013

Recorded by: Kristof Litke in Summer 2013



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Brittany Morgan Hay Tacoma, Washington

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Track Name: A.I.S
When you're in my dreams, reminding me of the things I did wrong
My heart breaks, it breaks, and I drink, I drink

To think thoughts, to think knowledge
To think thoughts, to think knowledge

I had life all planned out, I had life all planned out
Knowledge to live on without, the thought

When those dreams haunt my sleep, they keep me awake, they keep me awake
Constant reminder of my wrong, of my wrong doings

The heart ache I put onto you, I'm sorry I am broken
When I'm broken, I fall, and I fall

Falling to a substance taking my judgement
Hopefully you're not there when I fall, when I fall
Deep into a rest, of an alcohol induced sleep,
Because when my heart breaks, I drink
So please, leave me to sleep
Track Name: Devil's Cliff
Mind playing games, visions of my death
That have yet to come

Driving off a cliff to watch myself, fall face down

Dead and buried, mothers eternal love comes in many forms

Will you come true? Deaths on its way
Am I ready to take the hand of the devil?

Death, do you hear me coming?
Or are you the demons in my head?
Track Name: Faded Blue
Watching you sleep for weeks
Laid with you hoping you'd wake up, from your dreams

Watched you die, as it was time to let you go
You were all I knew, and I lost you. And I lost you.

Moon light hit your face, as I held you.
Color faded, as your lips, turned blue.

Kissing your cold face, tears on your cheek fall.
I could have saved you, you were all I knew.

So here's my goodbye.

So here's my goodbye.
Track Name: Sun vs. Rain
Warmth hits my skin
Used to the rain
Never seeing the light again
Laid my head, sun beating down on my face
Reminds me of a dream, a dream of the sun

A place that was never cold, a home that was never empty
Kissing, pale blue cheeks
Sun kissed

As I lay my body to rest, never seeing the rain, never to be cold
My body is laid down to sleep, auburn red hair glows

Barely seeing the sun anymore

Warm soul, is lifted for the sun, has put a blanket of death over me.
Track Name: This Is My Home
Do I call this casket a home?
Alive but I'm dead inside

Walking, Living

Seeing death, consume my mind
Laying here, cold, still breathing

This casket is my home, was I meant to falter so young
Found my home, six feet under

Building my own grave

Laying here, still breathing, this casket is mine